When the time comes

Lifeless shell
where the soul used to be
Where there were memories
Are now gone
Echoes of where the voice
Had resonated from
No more
No more
Gone
Taken away
Leaving those behind with a heavy
heart
Where have you gone?
Can you tell me?
Back to the dust?
If only you could share
How it feels
The inevitable
will come
When my time is done

RIP Apu <3

Love

Dear Boyfriend,

Thank you so much for your heartfelt letter:
Dear Mel,


Love Ajay


LOL!

But really, thank you for everything! I am so blessed to have you! You're the best birthday present in the world <3

Utter Disappointment, the uselessness of mournful behaviour

I do suppose that even after receiving these terrible marks there is no point in being so low in spirit. When I reflect on how I have been studying for most of this semester, I know I have slacked off to a great extent. Not only have I failed to reach my expectations but also I've put forth an obstacle for myself...one that only I can overcome. I am not really sure why I have been very irresponsible in my studies. Being in third year now, I guess it's because I just want to be over and done with school.
I shouldn't give up now. That would be pointless. Yet, I can't help but feel so miserable.

I am very happy and very much in love :3

When you make a promise

...they sometimes fall apart and break into millions of pieces. Then you wonder...where did it go?
I've made so many promises. But I want to renew this one in particular. To trust in God.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
and do not lean on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make straight your paths.
Proverbs 3:5-6

I can't help falling in love with you

Wise men say only fools rush in
but I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you

-Elvis